I didn’t go to the Merit Scholar banquet today because I feel like I don’t deserve the medallion. Yes I worked hard for it, but I stopped working after my 3rd year. Compared to all the other kids who worked hard all 4 years, I do not deserve it one bit nor do I deserve to be recognized. Yes, I will be recognized in receiving it at Senior Recognition Day and I will wear it at graduation, but I want to keep it low key. I’m not trying to be humble; I just feel like I don’t deserve any awards at the moment.

I need help. I’ve never put myself in such a situation where my academic standing is in jeopardy. Having such a low D in Calculus is making me scared that I’m going to get my admission rejected from UCR. I’ve never been so scared about anything in my life. I’m working so hard right now to try and raise my grade, but I’m scared that it’s not enough. I just need to get a C on the final and I should be good, but I don’t even know if I can even get a C; this shows how bad I’m doing right now. Please, just someone, anyone, even the ghost from Christmas past, help me pass Calculus.

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If only…

I’ve been getting easily irritated; to the point where I can come off kind of bitchy. Hmmmm, I think I know what that means…

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Solo Cups: Knowledge

I was curious about the lines on solo cups the other weekend and learned something amazing. This information should be taught in an intro class to all high schoolers and college students. 

It turns out that the lines of the solo cup allows you to measure out a shot, a glass of wine, and a beer. This would have been ridiculously helpful during my partying years!

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Uh huh, you know what it is!

More LHS prom pictures :D